I Know I Don't Belong Here

"i know i should be happy.
i had the time of my life.
but i know this will all be gone soon; its all temporary before shit hits the fan again.

because i know this isnt me.

so let me stare outside and recover myself in this madness just this once, okay?"

I drew another thing from a photo I took.
Wanted to practice some moody ambiances and color theory.

Also this is still the new oc I drew a few days back.